Awakening is a matter of PERCEPTION
I just feel so fragile!
I am at a transition point in my life. I am about to retire from a long career as a nurse and teacher. I am about to open a practise as a "Transformational Counselor" in which I will combine energy healing and counseling. This stepping out on my own has been quite terrifying to contemplate and even though I seem to have overcome much of my fears, I do feel this has been the challenge of this lifetime. I have done a lot of energy healing trainings over the years including various attunements and have found myself very reactive to these experiences. After a very traumatic experience during one seminar for self-discovery I gave up going to these group experiences.
Lately, I have been opening myself up to new connections - I read the Spiritual Entrepreneur and I am trying to get my mind around the internet aspects. I am trying to network and meet new people. However I seem to be get more reactive. I have an energy healing and I am a basket case [crying, shivering, feeling like my insides are exploding]. Then yesterday I went to a new Meetup with 3 other healers I had not met before. It seemed comfortable b but then my throat started to close up, I got hoarse and just felt fragile engeticlally. I just can't seem to be around some people.
Sonya
Lately, I have been opening myself up to new connections - I read the Spiritual Entrepreneur and I am trying to get my mind around the internet aspects. I am trying to network and meet new people. However I seem to be get more reactive. I have an energy healing and I am a basket case [crying, shivering, feeling like my insides are exploding]. Then yesterday I went to a new Meetup with 3 other healers I had not met before. It seemed comfortable b but then my throat started to close up, I got hoarse and just felt fragile engeticlally. I just can't seem to be around some people.
Sonya
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